._. complain blog 2013 ._.

ive personally put a lot of effort into my parents relationship 

and i feel kind of bad about it, but i find it hard to care now.

i had a dream that i was falling in love last night and now i feel empty

itsjeremiah:

I’m a student in your class. I was held back a year and am 19 years old and it’s your first day as a student teacher. 

You come in wearing a black skirt that goes down to about mid thigh and lets me see the curvature of your hips as you walk to the front of the class. I peer around a classmate to see your ass as you write your name on the board.

But as I’m looking, I notice the desk is in the way and all I’m able to see is the extra little bit of ass peering over where that little sliver of bare skin is between your shirt and waist. I start to get so turned on.

My dick is at half mast as you turn around and start talking in your voice that sends chills down my spine. What you’re saying is complete babble in my ears though because I can’t take my wide eyes off the bare skin of your long, sexual neck. 
The way your neck meets your jaw and the hair surrounding your perfect face immediately has me questioning how difficult the odds will be for me to even touch you somehow.

I can’t stop staring at your lips.
As those words come out of your mouth, I picture my fully hard dick sliding in and out of that throat as my shaft glides past the lips of this new student teacher as they surround my veiny cock.
You snap at me “um, excuse me!” I shake my head forcing myself out of this trance just to see all the kids and you starting right back at me and you repeat yourself “I asked, what was significant about 1869”. I managed to babble out that I didn’t know as you look at me with fake disappointment and tell me to stay after class. I had never looked forward to staying after school more in my life. 
For the remainder of class I constantly come by your desk asking you for help. Sometimes I come by and point out a question I need help with and as you start to answer, I come around to the back of you and put one arm on your desk as you feel my breath on your neck as I pretend to act interested in what you have to say. You and I both know what’s going on and the scent of my cologne and skin is radiating off of my neck. It excites you to the point where you lose track of what question I was asking about. All you can focus on is the veins in my arm placed closely over your shoulder.

The veins in my arm are pulsating because my body is so excited. You stammer and tell me to take my seat and wait my turn. The entire time I’m constantly glancing over at you. Watching you attempt to look naive as to what I’m doing. 

A student next to me has a question. So you walk over trying to help her. My scent catches your attention and out if your peripherals you watch my arms bend and flex as I adjust my chair. I’m constantly pressing down on my pants. Out of extreme curiosity and attraction, your eyes glance over only to see a bulge traveling halfway down my leg. Your mouth drops. I notice. I put both hands in the air and lean back as far as I can I stretch allowing your eyes full contact with the veins running up my abs and my boxers hung low as my penis lines protrude so stiff that my you can see the base of my shaft.

You have to tell the student you were helping that you didn’t know the answer. They look at you with extreme confusion but all that matters to you right now is getting back to your desk. You sit down so dripping wet that the moment you’re hidden behind the desk your hand starts to creep up your skirt. You pull your panties aside as you stare at the shoulders and back of me sitting in front of you. Your heart is racing because it’s your first day and you absolutely can’t be caught. All of the students are facing away from you but you can’t escape this feeling like someone can come in the door at any second. You pull your hand away and tell yourself that you can’t do this. But that’s when I stood up to turn my paper in.
As I stand my shirt rides up a little to reveal the two strong rods of muscle shooting up my entire back.

I turn around and my boxers are still clenched around my torso and the gaps of my penis lines are so pronounced that you stare directly at them as I hand in my assignment. You don’t even care if I see you doing this. I hand it in and turn back around with the biggest, dirtiest grin on my face and I sit down as quick as possible as to hide my hard dick that I still haven’t been able to talk down.

I can’t focus. All I can think about is the way that skirt fits do perfectly tightly around your ass. The entire day is filled with the most extreme sexual tension that I can’t think straight. The bell rings.
 
I’m closest to the door and, since I have to stay after class i stand there and hold it open for the rest of the students. You and I are the only ones left in the room and you walk towards me telling me you’ll be right back. I let the door close a little bit before you pass, forcing you had to squeeze by me to get through. You turn to the side so that your ass rubs up against my hard cock. I can feel you press each ass cheek against it as it throbs in eagerness. You force your ass so hard against me as you pass that I can feel each cheek shake as they force my dick out of place. Fuck.

I’m standing there with an open mouth and the feeling of ecstasy against my manhood. I sit back down in my desk just playing out the roughest sex in my mind. I’m in pain because my dick is so hard that my pants feel as if they are about to burst 
You finally come back and we make the most sexual eye contact that we both freeze for a second. I stand up and attempt to hide my boner but you can easily tell. “I have football practice so I can’t stay right now but I can come in after.” You act reluctant to let me go but you know that in two hours the building will be a lot less occupied. I run out and you sit there in disbelief as to what is going on in your head.
As students begin to leave school, you look out your window to find me in a practice jersey running out to the field with the rest of the team. Your eyes follow the number 11 for two hours straight. You can’t grade tests or papers or make lesson plans. Your eyes are glued to my body running around in uniform on that field in tight pants, high socks and pads.
A while later, teachers start to leave. They stop by and ask you why you’re staying so late and you answer, “I have to help a student but he’s at practice right now.” And, eventually, everyone is gone. The only people still on campus are you and the football team. At this point your left hand is down your skirt as your right is grabbing and squeezing your boobs (lol bewbs). You sit there touching yourself at your desk for 30 more minutes as you watch me until practice is over. You know I’m coming.
You watch and see the team pack up, get in their cars and leave school. There’s 5 solid minutes of silence. Your heart is racing. My body is so full of adrenaline from practice as I start to make my way back to the building.
You hear the slow clomping of cleats as I make my way down your hallway. You quickly adjust yourself and I get closer and closer. I open the door and you look up to find me standing there dirty, sweaty and exhausted from practice. “Hi, miss.” I mutter as I undo my pads and take them off. You watch my veiny hands and arms undo the strands and lift them over my head. I’m not wearing anything underneath and my entire abdomen is bare and sweaty for you to see. My hair is all ruffled, long and messy and I quickly put my red practice jersey back on in embarrassment.
You walk over to me with the most intense look in your eyes. You grab me by my arm and force me to come with you down the empty hallway. 
As you walk by the bathrooms I realize it’s too late for formalities.
I grab you and force you off your path and into the bathroom. I throw you up and smash your back against the wall as I hoist your legs up and around my uniformed and padded legs.
I’m tearing your hair violently in my clenched fists and attacking your neck with my mouth. Your pussy is dripping wet and eager for my dick. My hands are gripped so tightly around your neck that they’re holding you up against this wall as you feel my bulge separate your wet, pulsating lips

Claw marks and sweat are all over both of us. You reach down and force my thigh pads and pants down to my knees and I pick you up and turn you around so that your face is pressed up against the wall and your ass against my cock. 
I gasp into your ear “I am going to hurt you.” and my strong hands quickly force your short skirt up and over your ass causing you to shriek. I grab each cheek and spread them open with my giant, throbbing, veiny cock pointing directly at your dripping wet pussy. 
I freeze for a second. You are so eager to have me inside of you that you’re already moaning. I look down at my head and shaft that’s nearly touching you from inside. I place the head of my cock low near your clit and force it hard into and in between your lips separating them allll the way up as slowly as I can. The moment I begin to feel inside of you we both gasp. I stop. You look at me over your shoulder with the most innocent eyes almost begging me to punish you 

The wetness of your pussy is already dripping down my long shaft and down my leg. I put one hand around your ass and waist and one hand clenched around your beautiful neck. I force myself. All the way inside of you. You scream in pleasure and my  fingers are so tightly clenched to your body that you’re already starting to bruise

My entire being is being pounded and forced into you with such force that your body is violently shaking. I am completely dominating you. Your hair is clenched so hard but you can’t even feel it over my giant cock pounding and pounding and pounding away into your tight pussy. I can feel myself all the way inside of you. Rubbing up against every wall and pressure point. You’re shaking. I’m sinking my teeth into your skin and demolishing your very right to be human as I rip every strand of clothing off of you

The sweat is dripping off of me onto your back. I am clenching your shoulders with such terrifying force that you cannot move unless I force you to. The sheer brutality at which I am pounding you causes you to forget your name. I am FUCKING you do goddamn hard that your shrieks can’t get any more fierce and my moans sound as if I’m roaring on top of you. I take you and bend you over the sink. You look to the side to see me in the mirror fucking you like an ungodly animal. My fingers and hands grasp tightly around your neck and it feels as though my throbbing, pulsating cock is going to tear completely through you.
My strong thumbs are gripped around the back of your jaw and ears and my fingers are forced into your mouth. I can see the reverberation carry through your body with every thrust I force inside of you. You can’t hardly breath and the pounding is becoming too intense to bear as your teeth clench down on my hand.

Finally I sink my fingers ALLLL the way deep into your hips and force you down so that your pussy swallows EVERY LAST INCH of my shaft and as my balls pound ceaselessly away against your clit, my massive, throbbing, aching, cock splits your lips so far apart that the pain is mixed with extreme pleasure and I thrust and thrust endlessly and with one final thrust I grip with a tension that’s SO INTENSE that your hips nearly break from the pressure of my massive hands as I come all the way inside of you. For 20 straight seconds my hands claw and clench every last inch of your frail, quivering body until I have poured out every. Last. Drop.